When I began

I think in the past year I learned to live, before that I was still being "young". A part of it is sadness and a huge part of it is realizations. I am still blessed in so many ways and look forward to many things. While looking ahead I think of the all the wonderful things that can happen; only if I choose to make them happen.

I'm currently dealing with the "partner" dilemma, and this seems to have affected my family in here to all the way back home. This situation made me really lonely yet also made me depend on myself and my mind to resolve the issue. It is still going on. By the next post I will surely have a conclusion on this.

I've become somewhat of a hopeful person yet also cautious. So this is when I start living.