Balancing beam

I really want to balance life! I see people who never put effort into that and then other factors arise. My life itself needs more balance, to balance time and effort so social and career life can be adjusted best way possible. Up till now, although it's not something I confess often I can say that I'm not the level I am at, and what is "now" - I'm not fully happy with. I know, I have far greater potential for what exists so far - I know alot of people can claim to have far greater potential. But with who I was I know this is the case for me. I want to do, what was undone in the last 3 years. It's interesting where life does take you - and honestly, I think mine just started. I feel like an underdawg :)