changes and..

What a contrast what a contrast!

Just over a week ago, or month ago, I wrote about how I've decided how important friends are to my life and I've put more value on it

And this week -- it's like something just smacked me to tell me that my previous discovery was somewhat an error.

The only person who was the truest of a friend to me, like a sister - departed with the wind! She's gone.

I think God gives us our persona and will keep us in it, not matter what, because that is how He desires us to be.

I feel so hurt. So awkward.

None are true to me. When they don't even bother to...Only certain others (who will be with me for the rest of my life) will be with me now...friendship, that's probably not for me.