One of them days...

Today was just another day where I feel there is no else in my heart besides Allah (swt). I'm going through a major trial right now. But only I seem to know it. I don't need this and that - because it's only Allah (swt) and I in the end. I see these people arrogant over looks or wealth and then I am reassured knowing that my mind is more clear because I am keeping close to Allah (swt). I feel so distant from this world - my expectations are materialistic. For some reason I never got accepted from someone who is meant to morally and responsibly - accept me. And this will stay in the red organ in my body forever. So I don't need any physical beings...it's only me and Allah (swt). Because no one knows so much about me and my world more than He...and that's all I need. Just someone - and I found the perfect someone to listen/know what I am going through.