I am angry. I am angry at God. Why am I here then? If you only put me in a place where I have to feel this way. Why did you bring me, it was probably best not to.

I am angry at You! And sometimes there is no place to take this anger - no one to throw it at.

Sometimes I get tired of being a smily face, like right now.

I feel lonely. I am angry at You. But I will control my emotions, because that is how it's meant to be.